There has been an ongoing mental debate in my head for years now, on whether or not it is ok to lie! Please don't be judgemental as you read this post - its not like I lie for a living. But having said that, there have been times when I have found myself so deep under a mountain full of shit, and in spite of feeling immensely guilty about it, the only logical option that's remained available has been to lie (well, the only option other than being grilled like barb-a-Qued chicken by the parents, that is!!).And c'mon people. whether we like to admit it or not, deep down inside, we know we all have lied at some point due to some reason or the other. And if someone tells me they have never lied, well that most certainly is a lie!
Since my childhood days my elders instilled avalue in me - that it is wrong to lie and that one should always tell the truth. This thought was deeply engrained in my mind then and remains there even to this day. Back then I probably believed in this to the 't' and always told the truth - perhaps until that one day. The day when I probably did something I knew I shouldn't have done and then probably told the truth when questioned about it. I am using the word 'probably' as I suspect this must have happened so early in my life that I have no memories or even a vague recollection of it. So when questioned about it and when I told the truth, assuming that 'they' who were asking the question, will treat me like a star for telling the truth - well they probably didn't and I was probably grounded instead!! I probably learned a new lesson then - that you get grounded for telling the truth.
Moving on, I went to Christian School where again I was taught it is a sin to lie and it reinforced the fact in my mind that every time I lied about anything no matter what the reason, I was committing sin in the eyes of God and would be duly punished for it.
As a child I was extremely fascinated by 'Lord Krishna' (I blame it on the zillion of charming stories my grandmother had narrated to me about this naughty and adorable God). In so many ways I saw some of myself in him; naughty and yet adorable and loved by everyone. I was a dedicated devotee too and never missed my morning pooja with my grandmother (God bless her loving soul), of my Krishna amid a whole temple filled with statues and pictures of various Hindu Gods. Then one day I found out something unbelivable. Something that so did not fit in with my Krishna's Godliness. I think it was while watching Mahabharat on TV(please refer wikipedia or search on Google if you are unfamiliar with the epic - trust me if I start getting into details about Mahabharata I will spend a year writing this post and for one, Google will be very happy with my post content, but that's not why I am here. :D). I found out that Lord Krishna once said that it is okay to lie - well if the lie told is for someone else's good, that is. Even so, a lie was a lie and it would obviously be good for someone. If I was confused so far, this only made me confuseder.
There then came a phase when I did not think too much about it - I just simply lied in dire situations. And by dire situations, I don't mean ones where nuclear weapons were going to be released if I had told the truth. I mean some odd situations where telling the truth would have been awkward or would have got me into some deep trouble again with 'the parents' or perhaps 'the teachers' too now. I went on this way for some time but deep down inside I still believed that it was wrong to lie.
In the meantime, it was almost as if the Universe was conspiring to point me towards the path of the truth and I kept hearing different stories about it. One such story was that of George Washington chopping down the cherry tree and telling his father the truth about it when questioned. However, I did wonder how much of an earful I would get from my parents if I went around chopping trees and telling them the truth about it (:D).
The conspiracy of the Universe met a very lukewarm fate though as nothing changed much for me! However, I did go on experimenting every time that I lied. I would keep evaluating periodically and feeding back into my system what the patterns were telling me. Other than the fact that no matter how small the lie, it made me feel awful about myself, everything that I could infer stood against lying.
I later started to gather other people's views on the matter. One of my interviewees shared a very interesting point of view. She is a very righteous person and does not like to do things that are against Gandhian values. Needless to say - lying is second on the list (the first one being violence- yes there's a list that Gandhi ji personally showed me. Believe me - I'm not lying!!). Now it was probably ok to do this during Gandhian times, but the world now is very different. Sometimes lying is inevitable to even save yourself from being ripped off!! So what she does is to allow herself monthly 'lying credits'. Yes you read it right!! 'Lying credits' - just like 'mobile phone credit'. So she has a set 'lying budget' available, which if she runs out of in that month means she has no more lie lines left to use!! Perhaps she then postpones the lying to next month's budget or borrows sone lying credit from the next month - this I need to confirm as I did not ask her. But thats one point of view.
Next, I interviewed another friend and asked him about his views on the matter. He told me that he doesn't like to think much about it and lies whenever it is convenient or required. The frequency of lying comes upto several times a day and there's no set figure he could give me. He calls it 'supplying a lie on demand'. So his lying works on the laws of demand and supply and he promptly supplies a lie as and when the demand arises. You're right - he's studied economics!
Another view point came from someone very dear to me. She said lying is hurtful but 'hiding', on the other hand was ok. So in essence, she would hide the truth insofar as possible and leave lying as the very last resort. This was due to the fact that she feels lying hurts the person being lied to whereas concealing is not as hurtful. That makes sense perhaps!
Someone else kindly shared her views on the matter. She said that if a lie doesn't harm anyone and is spoken to not hurt another person's feelings then it was ok to lie. Well I agree to that to an extent. The danger here, however, is that if by chance the person finds out the truth, their feelings could potentially be irreparably hurt.
Hmmm. So from all my experience in my life as a liar, and from other people's experience, what have I concluded? Well, I'm the protagonist of my post and I therefore have the responsibility of doing the right thing! You guessed it right folks - I have concluded and decided I'm not going to lie anymore. Yes, this does have a lot to do with that value my elders had deeply engrained in my system many years ago, but it also has a lot more to do with something else. It has a lot to do with the fact that I am lazy and I have a bad memory!! No - the previous sentence is not a typo. I am indeed too lazy to lie!! Can you believe it? I bet you can't but once I explain the logic you will understand. Most lies that I have ever told in the past have back fired in one way or another. And when years later people have questioned me about them, I have realised that it is not humanly possible to remember exactly what you lied about and to who. However, it is possible to remember the truth as it is absolute (unless of course you suffer from amnesia or Alzheimer's due to old age!). I for one, like to have a genuine face to show people and hate that feeling of wondering whether someone knows the truth while I am telling a lie or whether I remember what I lied about exactly the way that I lied about it and me having to live a lie just because I lied in the first place.
I simply don't have the confidence you need, to be able to lie with perfection and I am too lazy to work for it. The truth works well for me even if it means that in the short term I have to pay a price for it. I do not and will not ever lie in my life.
Well actually, everything I have said above is a lie. Believe me now this is the only truth I have shared in this entire post and I am starting to tell only the truth as it ends! :)
Since my childhood days my elders instilled avalue in me - that it is wrong to lie and that one should always tell the truth. This thought was deeply engrained in my mind then and remains there even to this day. Back then I probably believed in this to the 't' and always told the truth - perhaps until that one day. The day when I probably did something I knew I shouldn't have done and then probably told the truth when questioned about it. I am using the word 'probably' as I suspect this must have happened so early in my life that I have no memories or even a vague recollection of it. So when questioned about it and when I told the truth, assuming that 'they' who were asking the question, will treat me like a star for telling the truth - well they probably didn't and I was probably grounded instead!! I probably learned a new lesson then - that you get grounded for telling the truth.
Moving on, I went to Christian School where again I was taught it is a sin to lie and it reinforced the fact in my mind that every time I lied about anything no matter what the reason, I was committing sin in the eyes of God and would be duly punished for it.
As a child I was extremely fascinated by 'Lord Krishna' (I blame it on the zillion of charming stories my grandmother had narrated to me about this naughty and adorable God). In so many ways I saw some of myself in him; naughty and yet adorable and loved by everyone. I was a dedicated devotee too and never missed my morning pooja with my grandmother (God bless her loving soul), of my Krishna amid a whole temple filled with statues and pictures of various Hindu Gods. Then one day I found out something unbelivable. Something that so did not fit in with my Krishna's Godliness. I think it was while watching Mahabharat on TV(please refer wikipedia or search on Google if you are unfamiliar with the epic - trust me if I start getting into details about Mahabharata I will spend a year writing this post and for one, Google will be very happy with my post content, but that's not why I am here. :D). I found out that Lord Krishna once said that it is okay to lie - well if the lie told is for someone else's good, that is. Even so, a lie was a lie and it would obviously be good for someone. If I was confused so far, this only made me confuseder.
There then came a phase when I did not think too much about it - I just simply lied in dire situations. And by dire situations, I don't mean ones where nuclear weapons were going to be released if I had told the truth. I mean some odd situations where telling the truth would have been awkward or would have got me into some deep trouble again with 'the parents' or perhaps 'the teachers' too now. I went on this way for some time but deep down inside I still believed that it was wrong to lie.
In the meantime, it was almost as if the Universe was conspiring to point me towards the path of the truth and I kept hearing different stories about it. One such story was that of George Washington chopping down the cherry tree and telling his father the truth about it when questioned. However, I did wonder how much of an earful I would get from my parents if I went around chopping trees and telling them the truth about it (:D).
The conspiracy of the Universe met a very lukewarm fate though as nothing changed much for me! However, I did go on experimenting every time that I lied. I would keep evaluating periodically and feeding back into my system what the patterns were telling me. Other than the fact that no matter how small the lie, it made me feel awful about myself, everything that I could infer stood against lying.
I later started to gather other people's views on the matter. One of my interviewees shared a very interesting point of view. She is a very righteous person and does not like to do things that are against Gandhian values. Needless to say - lying is second on the list (the first one being violence- yes there's a list that Gandhi ji personally showed me. Believe me - I'm not lying!!). Now it was probably ok to do this during Gandhian times, but the world now is very different. Sometimes lying is inevitable to even save yourself from being ripped off!! So what she does is to allow herself monthly 'lying credits'. Yes you read it right!! 'Lying credits' - just like 'mobile phone credit'. So she has a set 'lying budget' available, which if she runs out of in that month means she has no more lie lines left to use!! Perhaps she then postpones the lying to next month's budget or borrows sone lying credit from the next month - this I need to confirm as I did not ask her. But thats one point of view.
Next, I interviewed another friend and asked him about his views on the matter. He told me that he doesn't like to think much about it and lies whenever it is convenient or required. The frequency of lying comes upto several times a day and there's no set figure he could give me. He calls it 'supplying a lie on demand'. So his lying works on the laws of demand and supply and he promptly supplies a lie as and when the demand arises. You're right - he's studied economics!
Another view point came from someone very dear to me. She said lying is hurtful but 'hiding', on the other hand was ok. So in essence, she would hide the truth insofar as possible and leave lying as the very last resort. This was due to the fact that she feels lying hurts the person being lied to whereas concealing is not as hurtful. That makes sense perhaps!
Someone else kindly shared her views on the matter. She said that if a lie doesn't harm anyone and is spoken to not hurt another person's feelings then it was ok to lie. Well I agree to that to an extent. The danger here, however, is that if by chance the person finds out the truth, their feelings could potentially be irreparably hurt.
Hmmm. So from all my experience in my life as a liar, and from other people's experience, what have I concluded? Well, I'm the protagonist of my post and I therefore have the responsibility of doing the right thing! You guessed it right folks - I have concluded and decided I'm not going to lie anymore. Yes, this does have a lot to do with that value my elders had deeply engrained in my system many years ago, but it also has a lot more to do with something else. It has a lot to do with the fact that I am lazy and I have a bad memory!! No - the previous sentence is not a typo. I am indeed too lazy to lie!! Can you believe it? I bet you can't but once I explain the logic you will understand. Most lies that I have ever told in the past have back fired in one way or another. And when years later people have questioned me about them, I have realised that it is not humanly possible to remember exactly what you lied about and to who. However, it is possible to remember the truth as it is absolute (unless of course you suffer from amnesia or Alzheimer's due to old age!). I for one, like to have a genuine face to show people and hate that feeling of wondering whether someone knows the truth while I am telling a lie or whether I remember what I lied about exactly the way that I lied about it and me having to live a lie just because I lied in the first place.
I simply don't have the confidence you need, to be able to lie with perfection and I am too lazy to work for it. The truth works well for me even if it means that in the short term I have to pay a price for it. I do not and will not ever lie in my life.
Well actually, everything I have said above is a lie. Believe me now this is the only truth I have shared in this entire post and I am starting to tell only the truth as it ends! :)